Eat the Chili. Feel the BURN!

I love how the internet enables people to be brave enough to post things that they truly feel. Thinking that since nobody knows them or their whereabouts they can just say whatever they want to say. However in reality they would not even dare think of doing such a thing to anyone's face. Some even believe that with their current position and since nothing has happened to them, they can go all out in saying whatever they feel like saying about others.

I am not sure how many readers actually read this blog, but it was never meant to be publicized. So to those who stumble upon this site and get offended. BLOW ME! I already said this before at the launch of this blog. If you cannot handle what I have got to say, fuck off. Being so predictable as to responding in your own space trying to prove something, trying to make a statement to all your friends in hopes that they will side you and comfort you and support you without them knowing what it is that actually went on is laughable. Disgraceful. Hey if those people out there want to address me in their sites, wanting to talk shit about me, please refer to me by my name. Also link my websites. I want everybody to know who you are talking about. I want them to know who you are referring to. I want them to know the entire 'truth'. That way those who actually do know me will be able to see me in a different light. I do not really care if its a bad impression but hey at least I become known. Maybe even disliked. Then I can distinguish better who are the fakes, who are the hypocrites, who are the cowards.

These people think they are safe in my absence. Especially in church. The reason why I do not go to the church which I once called my own, for more than 20 years, in fact my entire life, is because of such people. They imply that they are better than me through their actions, as if they are innocent while attempting to hide their true devious selves. Some of these newcomers made their way there, won over the other members into thinking that they are all that. I applaud you. You can stay in the church, after what you have contributed to it in making it the way it is today. I do not want it anymore. The only regret I have is abandoning some of my friends which I grew up with. I left the place so that you people can be happy in doing whatever the hell want to do without much 'problem'. That problem namely me. The house of God with these kind of people. Makes me ashamed of congregating with you all. Sure you may say I am slandering, sure you may say that I know nothing. However if this is what has been projected for me to perceive, all of you are not innocent either. You will all be responsible for our own actions as I for mine. My own conscience is clear of what has happened. God is with me in all this as He continues to bless me despite me not going to church to see your faces. Whereas most of you have no real issues in your lives, so you are just dramatizing up your lives thinking your trivial issues are life changing. Sheltered by your parents in your homes. You have no idea what the world outside is like because you just do as you are told and are promised a safe future.

Oh, maybe this is called a preemptive strike, or a trap set up just for the fun of it. Why don't you go crying to your mother telling her what I said here? Maybe she can tell me to leave the country and not bother you and your family anymore? Of course this is assuming if you're reading. Assuming that you know well enough that this blog contains purely spite and malice, with a warning that it contains offensive material. Nobody made you read this, you came here willingly. This blog was never welcomed for anybody to read, they read at their own discretion. If I wanted to be an attention whore wanting to attract people with the use of criticisms, I would have made it more open, I would have promoted it. So yeah please continue to run your mouth off without actually thinking.

You should thank God that I restrain myself from doing unchristianly acts and that I am in fact a person of honor and loyalty. Else who knows what could happen? If you want to start something with me, let it be known and make sure you finish it. If you are going to talk shit about me, make sure you get the facts right. Make sure you know for certain what you say is truth. Else I too can pull shit out of my ass and make it seem viable.