Honestly...

Some people need to learn how to fucking spell right. Especially those that claim to aspire to be writers. Preemptively purchasing the 'tools' which is unnecessarily needed to be one. They also need to get their facts and statements right, preferably with compelling reasons and evidence. Especially when it comes to claiming the things God 'spoke' to them.

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Now to this one person who may still be reading my blog, insulting me when I have nothing to do with him/her. You know who you are. Posting your remarks about me in other people's blogs. If you have that much of problems with me. I suggest that you take it up with me personally. Face to face. If you want, I can visit you at your house. I can visit you at your school. Just tell me when and where. If you are not just all words behind the monitor. Set the date and time. You know what? I even welcome you to go tell your parents that some psycho is looking for you, I would like to talk to them as well.

If you have problems with me, take it up with me personally. If you are as big as your talk then you will definitely have nothing to fear. So how about it?

Or are you going to cover your own ass and claim that you were not talking about me? Your grammar sucks so bad that it is questionable as to what you actually do in school because you seem to fail in reading comprehension as well. Perhaps that might be influenced by blind-biasness especially when you are as informed as a brick.

lolrus in a roflcopter

So I was grinning and trying to stop myself from laughing 0h so loud at the office when I came across an article, oh sorry, two articles that confirmed my predictions ever so nicely. Give me a moment to just... indulge this in list form.

I saw it coming a mile away.
It was only a matter of time.
I was wondering how long it will take for the next.
I was wondering who was going to be next.
I wonder how long it will take this time.

of course after that it will lead too... I wonder who is next!?

That happens to be the 'cycle'.
Actually it just came to my sense that it is pretty obvious by now among the people where they appear. Oh well, guess it was not really meant to be hidden. Still entertaining though!

Oh people claim that they have changed over the years. Who are you bullshitting? I was told to give a benefit of a doubt. Again I ask, who are you bullshitting? I am sure once again you are thinking that who am I to say a person's behavior/personality. Well I also believed I have told a few people that, people who want attention will definitely not want to hide it. As simple or redundant that phrase sounds, it holds more meaning than you think. As simple as it sounds, it is also very true. If you knew me better, you would know I only talk about what has been exposed/revealed to me. Whether they are intentionally revealed is none of my concern. Fact is that it is revealed to me and therefore made known to me. I do not go around talking about other people whom I know nothing of or even give a shit about.

So anyways yeah, looking at the history, it repeated itself quite a fair bit and I did give them benefits of doubt, over and over again. Sorry to say that nothing much really changed, except maybe the age of consent? Haha? (eventually). I can say there has been 'progress' with the selections over the years. It is like some ladder thing, or some kind of game where the player proceeds so on and so forth to the next level dealing with a more difficult boss.

It is so amazing how people can reveal so much about themselves with not so much as of a single word. Maybe its just me, maybe I am proficient in reading people but hey, if you all cannot see it as well. Suck to be you!

Who Am I Kidding?

Hahaha as if I would really block this site from people reading. A pit of spikes is there. You do not question why it is there, it is already there. But what you can do is not go leaning over into it and giving yourself a high probability of falling into it impaling yourself.

For those who already are victims, I just have this to say... Bad Luck. Sure you can curse me all you want, convincing yourselves of what bad will happen to me in the future and the like. Chances are I have already experienced a fair number of shit and I dare say more than any of you lil' kiddies will in your protected and jaded lives. Just because it is not mentioned does not mean it is not there. Just because you do not see it, does not mean it is not there.

Anyways back to business as usual. Happy reading and hating!

This feels like a tug of war thing. People just do not understand that if they did not care about what I write and if I mean next to nothing to them, why bother spending their precious time writing remarks about me? Why bother taking time out of their busy and productive lives to even read this blog and actually give their worthless 2 cents? You know what you should do? Since you are so knowledgeable and opinionated, why not write stuff about me on your blogs? Why not tell the whole world what kind of person I am? Or am I not worth the space? You'd talk about me in other people's comments and shoutbox though... What a strange behavior.

"I don't know jack shit about him! But he sounds like whiny bitch to me! Yeah he is a whiny bitch! That is all that I think I know about him durrrrhurhur..."

Oh by the way, the next time you call somebody gay, make sure they are in fact homosexual. Else you will be insulting homosexual people as using that term in a derogatory manner. Unless of course you have issues with homosexual people.

Could It Be? Other Trolls Out There?

Hey you. Yes you the one reading this blog. You have problems with me? Well then fuck off. Nobody invited you here. You want to talk shit about me? Leave your comments so I know who you are. You pass judgment on strangers whom you do not know. Like I said before, you think just because you are safe behind your monitors you can be all brave and talk about other people especially when your knowledge is nothing in comparison. Stay in school. Do as your parents tell you. Get straight A's. Go become a doctor/lawyer/engineer/scientist/accountant whatever cookie cutter template you choose. Be like everybody else. Whatever it is go lead your own lives and do not even try to talk as if you are so wise as to blaspheme others. Most of you do not even have justifiable or compelling facts or even reasons. You just say "oh he's like that." Why? "oh he's just like that."

It is funny that people think they can analyze and have others all figured out especially when those people have no relation or connection whatsoever. Go on then, keep saying stuff about me. Let the blind lead the blind. Remember what you say and do portrays who you are. As for me? This is who I am. I make my statements after it _directly_ affects me. After I put much considerable amount of thought into it. I do not just run my mouth off like most of you at face value. If people would just bother trying to read carefully what is written they would not be such dumbasses as they currently are. Let me tell you all _again_. This is my personal blog where I write all that bad things about other people and experiences I have. Of course if you really knew me, you would also know I am not one to just say shit without thinking. Unlike those of you think otherwise. Often in my articles I repeat that if you do not like it, then do not bother reading. Is it so difficult? I do not need your attention. In fact, I would prefer to be unknown if I could.

Come to think of it, screw you. Think whatever you want to think. Be the way you are. I would not touch shit in real life anyway. Oh and thanks for dropping by and actually reading my blog! Despite you not liking me and such, you still read my blog and even talk about me. Very amusing.

E-mail Retards

I have no idea if its a mental impediment where people just cannot keep the addresses in their email updated. I have people that I no longer associate myself with, emailing me inviting me to join friendster and all those other shits. I especially hate the fucking 'Who Remembers Me' fuck. Despite not responding to those emails, they keep spamming you in the future. I have already gave these people a piece of my mind in the past, which stopped most of them thankfully and also hopefully that they no longer think I am in good terms with them. For the rest, I am waiting until the day when my tolerance is pretty low to explode in their faces. It is even better when they cannot even find the words to respond.

Attention Whores

Get a kick of leaving your mark in as many places as you can?
Feel the need to divert attention from other people so that they will focus on you? If there was something worth focusing their attention on, I am sure they would have done so in the first place, but if you have to go to the extend to really try hard, you really fail at life. Especially those that try so hard to fit in with a group. I wonder what happens to those people when they are suddenly left alone, abandoned. On second thought maybe I should not, I am probably giving them too much attention already. The only attention I would like to give them is when misfortune falls on them. I will be laughing, telling other people about it and laughing more, because I know there _is_ a God, and He let it happen.

I Do Not Know You

Hi, my circle of friends just got smaller!
Everybody is off my list until proven qualified. Nobody exempted. Sure I may lose friends; However I do not need treacherous scums that pretend to be nice to me and do shit behind my back. Even people that I used to think were my friends whom I thought I knew for years after what I have done for them over the years.

I blame nobody but myself, for being so trusting for being used like a tool. Oh well the world still spins! Time to move on!

Eat the Chili. Feel the BURN!

I love how the internet enables people to be brave enough to post things that they truly feel. Thinking that since nobody knows them or their whereabouts they can just say whatever they want to say. However in reality they would not even dare think of doing such a thing to anyone's face. Some even believe that with their current position and since nothing has happened to them, they can go all out in saying whatever they feel like saying about others.

I am not sure how many readers actually read this blog, but it was never meant to be publicized. So to those who stumble upon this site and get offended. BLOW ME! I already said this before at the launch of this blog. If you cannot handle what I have got to say, fuck off. Being so predictable as to responding in your own space trying to prove something, trying to make a statement to all your friends in hopes that they will side you and comfort you and support you without them knowing what it is that actually went on is laughable. Disgraceful. Hey if those people out there want to address me in their sites, wanting to talk shit about me, please refer to me by my name. Also link my websites. I want everybody to know who you are talking about. I want them to know who you are referring to. I want them to know the entire 'truth'. That way those who actually do know me will be able to see me in a different light. I do not really care if its a bad impression but hey at least I become known. Maybe even disliked. Then I can distinguish better who are the fakes, who are the hypocrites, who are the cowards.

These people think they are safe in my absence. Especially in church. The reason why I do not go to the church which I once called my own, for more than 20 years, in fact my entire life, is because of such people. They imply that they are better than me through their actions, as if they are innocent while attempting to hide their true devious selves. Some of these newcomers made their way there, won over the other members into thinking that they are all that. I applaud you. You can stay in the church, after what you have contributed to it in making it the way it is today. I do not want it anymore. The only regret I have is abandoning some of my friends which I grew up with. I left the place so that you people can be happy in doing whatever the hell want to do without much 'problem'. That problem namely me. The house of God with these kind of people. Makes me ashamed of congregating with you all. Sure you may say I am slandering, sure you may say that I know nothing. However if this is what has been projected for me to perceive, all of you are not innocent either. You will all be responsible for our own actions as I for mine. My own conscience is clear of what has happened. God is with me in all this as He continues to bless me despite me not going to church to see your faces. Whereas most of you have no real issues in your lives, so you are just dramatizing up your lives thinking your trivial issues are life changing. Sheltered by your parents in your homes. You have no idea what the world outside is like because you just do as you are told and are promised a safe future.

Oh, maybe this is called a preemptive strike, or a trap set up just for the fun of it. Why don't you go crying to your mother telling her what I said here? Maybe she can tell me to leave the country and not bother you and your family anymore? Of course this is assuming if you're reading. Assuming that you know well enough that this blog contains purely spite and malice, with a warning that it contains offensive material. Nobody made you read this, you came here willingly. This blog was never welcomed for anybody to read, they read at their own discretion. If I wanted to be an attention whore wanting to attract people with the use of criticisms, I would have made it more open, I would have promoted it. So yeah please continue to run your mouth off without actually thinking.

You should thank God that I restrain myself from doing unchristianly acts and that I am in fact a person of honor and loyalty. Else who knows what could happen? If you want to start something with me, let it be known and make sure you finish it. If you are going to talk shit about me, make sure you get the facts right. Make sure you know for certain what you say is truth. Else I too can pull shit out of my ass and make it seem viable.

What Are You Hiding?

People can be so readable. To me anyway. I am the type of person who picks up on details of personality and behavior over time through experiencing various people. Whatever they say or do can mean different things as well as reveal things which sometimes they do not intend.

What I really hate is when people give me shit like vague sentences in pathetic attempts to conceal certain details; be it to hide certain information from me or just to put themselves in a better light. It enrages me because I know for a fact that they are not being honest with me, they know they are not being honest with me, and yet they still have the decency to do it in my face. Of course I cannot just turn the tables in their faces so I have to just silently tolerate it and vent my anger elsewhere. These low life scums if ever confronted would just give excuses upon excuses to 'justify' their actions.

I do not have to put up with that kind of shit. It is might fine if you want to do stuff like that to me. Have your fun while it lasts, because it will never work again. Like I said, as hard as one tries, they will never be able to hide their true colors. Eventually more and more people will know. I do not want to be remembered as the bastard who lies. I rather be remembered as the bastard who rather be nasty and straightforward.

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Lookit me! I have nothing to write! So I'm gonna post poems or lyrics to make myself look like I have some sort of appreciation or talent in music/art! Oh yeah I'm so hawt... lawwwwl...

Hey! How about, I use big ass words that were never in my vocabulary in the first place, and I will try to fit them into almost every sentence I can!? That would be like totally cool wouldn't it? Omgomgomg eventhough I don't really know what the word means or its origins, I'm gonna use it anyway, that will make me look so smart! Yeah!

I know! I should mass link to every other site/blog I can to make it look like I am well associated with many people! Yeah! Just like back in friendster and all other online community services! I mean... I don't even know more than half of those people, but I just put them anyways. I guess I can call them friends because I said 'hi' to them before! I am soooo popular gawd....

My friends should come and post dumb ascii art and emotes to show that they have been to my site and have absolutely no brain power to post something coherent and meaningful! Just like me! WoOoOOOoOo I am bad ass... CoS I cAN tYpe Lyk dis... I m all dAtz... I aM sO lYk beTteR tHaN U bUt I gOnNA aCt smth lYk I so mAtuRe liddat d...

Watch Me Busta Rhyme!

You think you've got talent, trying to be poetic and shit
I can't tell it different, from my dinner after I eat
You think its called poetic when they're just lines
Some of those shit don't even rhyme

Why are you blogging it? What are you trying to prove?
Portraying yourself as a tool is hard to remove
Are you trying to impress your so called friends?
See if they are around when the shit hits the fan

Do you even read what your write to yourselves?
To check if they sound write or wrong?
My name is Anthony, you wanna tap some bong?

Its 12:30am and its getting late
Do me a favor don't procreate
I'm just doing this to salt your game
I don't even need to mention your names

So I will say goodbye and goodnight
Ain't looking for trouble or starting a fight
Just saying whats on my mind, I can't ignore
I can't turn an eye blind, not anymore