Edifying!

Right. Honestly I cannot remember what exactly that word means. Someone used it on me yesterday. In regards to me speaking my mind about something I do not like.

I hate it when people come up to me and say something like "oh something bad happened to me, it is so bad, it is terrible. Yep very bad." Obviously they want some sort of fucking attention and you just blindly go like "What happened?"

You know what is fucked up? They go like "I am not going to tell you!"
Hey fuck! That is fucking fine with me. If you were not going to tell me in the first place why did you bring that whole shit up in the first place?

So naturally I say to that person there is no point in telling me things halfway and being vague about it as it is also annoying. So that person was not happy to hear what I said and started going on about my words being hurtful this and that as if that person was the only one who had feelings and that everybody was out to hurt that person. Other people are people too! You do not fucking play fucking games with them in hopes of getting their attention and maybe some sugar coated optimistic sayings for whatever the fuck your problems are. If you want proper responses, then tell it properly. If you are going to be retarded about it then you get what you put in.

Then I got some email article thing about people should watch what they say and they should only say nice things. I should? Even when there is not anything nice? Even when what you expect me to say is a complete lie? I am sorry. I just cannot do it. The way how I am implied is like I intentionally use malicious words to hurt and curse people. Why would I want to waste my time doing that?

I am sick of these people that expect nothing but nice'ness in their lives and expect them from people too. You have to make your own 'nice'. Nobody is nice to you for nothing. Especially when you do nothing in the first place. Saying 'hello' and 'goodbye' does not equate you to being nice. Smiling does not make a person nice. This relates back to people claiming to be friends and shit. What have you done for me to call yourself my friend? What have I done for you to consider myself your friend? I do not go around claiming I am somebody's friend unless my actions prove it. True to some 'popular' people I may a very lonely guy but hey that does not bring me down. I cannot stand fake nice people they are everywhere. Some are even 'nice' and 'friendly' as long as you do not burden them with your troubles.

I will not live in a world where everybody is being plastically nice to each other where almost nothing is real. So yeah go fuck yourselves.