The Island

I would have thought that being stranded in a location with people that I was not close to would have been the woe of my vacation. Ironic that it was not. Makes me kind of regret my current behavior towards them. Makes me have less respect for some others.

It goes to show that knowing and doing stuff with people for a long time, years now does not necessarily mean that they are good friends. I have learned a little bit more about the people that went along for the trip. I guess it was educational and worthy contribution to my knowledge.

Nosiness

So what is it that makes people so bloody curious about other people or things that has nothing to do with them? Why do they so desperately need to find out about others when it has no relations to them whatsoever?

I tell you the truth; snooping around behind my back only make things worse for yourself. Not only do I know that you are doing it, but the fact that you still want to find out that badly that you have to resort to such pathetic methods really shows a thing or two about yourself. If you know that I would not tell you, why still pursue it? You, especially a person of your age and wisdom/experience, if there was any, would be able to understand reasons for me not wanting to tell you anything. This just further strengthens my stand in not wanting to tell you. This just proves all the more reason not to trust you. Especially with past experiences where it was none of your business anyway.

If you ever get judgmental and critical about me again on how I live my life and handle my relationships, you can expect a retaliation. I choose to be silent and still because I believe in giving people opportunities to back off.

When you criticize me, I will respond in kind. You will have to ask yourself, whether you have more wrongs of me than I do of you. Let us see if you were cautious to cover your own flaws while looking at others'.

I'm Special!

Ever encounter people who just have to be better than everybody else? They just have to be better than everyone else and has to show it. If they fail to do so, they will not even bother wanting to be seen. At any given place and time they will always want something extra to stand out among the rest. They have to display some sort of superiority over the rest.

You know like how children always boast about how they are better than their peers. "My mom says I'm special!" Guess these people try hard to compensate for other things.

What makes it even 'better' is that they try hard to be noticed and seen, while putting on some sort of fake humility. They try to ooze their shit out while being as subtle as possible. 'No la, I'm not rich.' 'No la, I'm not that good.'

These people will only impress like minded people. People who know better would not even give a second thought about their 'superiority' or 'specialness'.

Nothing Much To Say

Is it because you just do not know much to talk about? For some people who claim they read books as if they are very learned, I am amused that their blogs are full of insubstantial articles. Even when they post comments on other blogs, they hardly relate to the topic at hand.

Come to think about it, I probably have mentioned this before. Such a waste of internet space.

Overused Cliche Bullshit

Why do people bother using cliche that are overfckenused to make themselves sound wise and all smart and shit? As if that is not laughable enough, they themselves do not practice what they preach.

I saw a particular person posting a comment in one of my bro's blog. Perhaps she was trying to show that she means well despite what she did to him. Despite how she played with his feelings. Despite how she dumped him in such a pathetic way, if there even was one. Actually all I could remember was that she all of a sudden got emo and avoided him without so much of any word of wanting to break up with him for whatever reason. She kept giving lame ass reasons to not see him when he was trying to talk to her in attempts to find out what was going on. Even her parents were clueless as what the fuck was going on. The next thing we know she was already seeing someone else before a proper closure and resolve.

This is what she wrote as a comment to his blog. Let me break it down.
1. Lessons in life.
- she's the one to talk...

2. We might not always make the smartest choices but when we make mistakes we learn from them.
- she cannot possibly be serious when saying this after what she did to him, unless of course she was intending on rubbing it in his face

3. that's the part that matters most and thus no regrets.
- crushing a man's heart and telling that in his face.

4. as another year passes by we just get wiser.
- bwahaha... how original, almost had me there. no really.

5. so i wish you the best for the upcoming year. for someone like you i’d say the best is yet to come.
- you would know wouldn't you!? oh wise person who is so experienced in life...

A broken heart as much as people want it to be healed, it will never be the same again being left a scar there to remind us of what happened. It takes a lot for a person to be sincerely okay with the person that broke their heart; that itself is very very rare. Most people pretend and act fine but they never truly are.

Hideous Soul

You know how people who are average looking and not physically attractive? Some of them have beautiful souls. Their personalities are lovely. They are always great to interact with. Some of them have souls so wonderful that it radiates through their physical appearance giving them this unexplained attraction. This unexplainable beauty. The beauty of them being a person as a whole.

The opposite occurs as well. People who look good physically but their souls are rotten to the core. Their souls have decayed and has a stench that permeates all over themselves revealing their true nature which overshadows their physical beauty.

Most people are blind. Often fooled by their physical behaviors. Fooled by their innocent looks and charms. Just like corpses hidden anywhere, the stench will eventually escape and be picked up by everyone. Some have more keen senses than others. It is only a matter of time before you are found out.

Those of you who are 'being' nice and holy. You know who you are. I know who you are. God knows who you are. I digress from you. False prophet and prostitute. It is in my true nature to encourage you to continue being yourselves to the point of being beyond redemption. Unfortunately the sun shines and the rain falls on both righteous and evil alike.

Aww so sweet... like Diabetes

Blogs that are initially to share about their life experiences, daily adventures and useful information to readers are great. It just gets fucked up when two blogs turn into a love shrine professing each other's feelings.

Congratulations on losing a bulk of readers who do not give a shit about what your feelings are about for the other. Might as well rename the blog, and its objectives. Expression of appreciation for one another could be done in better and tasteful ways. Rather than just typing things out for all to see. The only people that would seem like they enjoy reading those is only each other. And perhaps their 'supportive friends' saying cliche stuff like 'aww so sweet' or well wishes of the two being happy together.

It has become a saturated gunk of syrup. Like what candies are based off. And you know who loves those kind of things? Kids. Kids love candy. However too much sweet stuff will make you sick and over time if the intake is not controlled, would lead to serious health problems.

For the love of fuck, go make a dedicated blog or a website that is dedicated entirely to that special someone and preserve your current blogs' true purposes and ideals.

I Am Definitely Missing Something

I still do not get it. How can people be so shameless in being prejudiced towards certain people while they can be so nice to others?

Good thing going on? Do not expect me to be happy when what was left was a trail of chaos and sorrow that leads to the current scenario of new found 'happiness'. The house is ignorant. Blind. Perhaps they are not. Perhaps they knew all along what was happening and banded together to achieve a common goal which is filled with prejudice. I guess it is true when it says that the church is for sinners. Sinners who are remorseless as to how they live and behave. Sinners who think that they are above other people. Sinners who have never changed since they labeled themselves believers. In fact some of them have become worse after claiming to believe.

What I learnt today, is to say to people like these; God bless you.