A Blessing on Thee

It gives me no greater joy than to witness people suffer for their ignorance and suffer worse for their persistence in being stubborn.

It gives me no greater joy than to know people who have it easy all their lives suddenly end up with rude slap in the face by reality. The reality that life is not fair. That it is not a bed of roses. That you have to toil the very ground to earn the means to your existence.

It gives me no greater joy than to know how useless these people are when they are forced out of their comfortable lives, not knowing how to survive for they will otherwise never know and understand the suffering of others.

It gives me no greater joy to find out that people suffer severe outcomes due to them not listening to proven and justified words of warning.

It gives me no greater joy to see people fall on their faces when their plans that is not founded on logic and research comes crumbling down like a worthless pile of heap they are. Something that had been their futile effort and hard work.

Imitation is A Form of Fuckery

Pffft.

Seriously go screw yourselves. I hate people who try to imitate the things other people do. What exacerbate things is that they try to build on it in hopes of trying to look creative and original. Bitch please... You ain't fooling me.

One day I see one thing or two in a site, the next thing I know it is in another site. How blind do people have to be unable to tell? You people already have no originality or uniqueness to yourselves. Is this another one of your pathetic attempts to try to be special and cool?

And what is up with all this made up drama you people pull from your asses? Just because your life is going along fine does not mean you need to create drama out of trivial matters. If your life is fine, be happy about it and enjoy it while it lasts. Once you get to the real shit in life you are going to wish you enjoyed what you had a little bit more.

Excessive use of a word, an emote, a saying, a response, an action, a gesture... does not make you cool. It does not mean you are special. It just means you are a poser. Something that is not created from the efforts of your mind, is not yours. Riding on other people's brilliance just makes you look retarded.

Artificially sweet and nice people have common traits with artificial sweeteners. They both are bad for you. They both are not the real thing. In fact they would kill you faster than natural sweets.

I Have A New Game

It is interesting. It is exciting. It is called data mining.
See attention whores will always be... attention whores. Try as they may, they can never stop themselves from being revealed to people. To the world preferably. People with 'big mouths' can never shut them. Information will always be hurled out whether they realize or not. This of course will be to my advantage. This of course will be my stepping stone in my game in finding out more and more about these people.

If they are reading this, consider it enough of a headstart. I will take my time.

2007 Shitlist

The year has gone, the year which was full of shit done by people whom I wish I could kill. Since I am unable to do so, I will just take small indulgence in creating a list. Initially I wanted to actually list names and the many things they had done but then after having some thought, I decided it would be better to just list down the things which they have done and let people continue guessing just who I am talking about.

10. The Backstabber Award
09. The Two Faced Award
08. The Slanderer Award
07. The Hypocrite Award
06. The Bias Award
05. The Liar Award
04. The 'Neutral' Award
03. The Selfish Award
02. The Attention Whore Award
01. The Idiot Award

More details will be released in days to come.

The Island

I would have thought that being stranded in a location with people that I was not close to would have been the woe of my vacation. Ironic that it was not. Makes me kind of regret my current behavior towards them. Makes me have less respect for some others.

It goes to show that knowing and doing stuff with people for a long time, years now does not necessarily mean that they are good friends. I have learned a little bit more about the people that went along for the trip. I guess it was educational and worthy contribution to my knowledge.

Nosiness

So what is it that makes people so bloody curious about other people or things that has nothing to do with them? Why do they so desperately need to find out about others when it has no relations to them whatsoever?

I tell you the truth; snooping around behind my back only make things worse for yourself. Not only do I know that you are doing it, but the fact that you still want to find out that badly that you have to resort to such pathetic methods really shows a thing or two about yourself. If you know that I would not tell you, why still pursue it? You, especially a person of your age and wisdom/experience, if there was any, would be able to understand reasons for me not wanting to tell you anything. This just further strengthens my stand in not wanting to tell you. This just proves all the more reason not to trust you. Especially with past experiences where it was none of your business anyway.

If you ever get judgmental and critical about me again on how I live my life and handle my relationships, you can expect a retaliation. I choose to be silent and still because I believe in giving people opportunities to back off.

When you criticize me, I will respond in kind. You will have to ask yourself, whether you have more wrongs of me than I do of you. Let us see if you were cautious to cover your own flaws while looking at others'.

I'm Special!

Ever encounter people who just have to be better than everybody else? They just have to be better than everyone else and has to show it. If they fail to do so, they will not even bother wanting to be seen. At any given place and time they will always want something extra to stand out among the rest. They have to display some sort of superiority over the rest.

You know like how children always boast about how they are better than their peers. "My mom says I'm special!" Guess these people try hard to compensate for other things.

What makes it even 'better' is that they try hard to be noticed and seen, while putting on some sort of fake humility. They try to ooze their shit out while being as subtle as possible. 'No la, I'm not rich.' 'No la, I'm not that good.'

These people will only impress like minded people. People who know better would not even give a second thought about their 'superiority' or 'specialness'.