I Have A New Game

It is interesting. It is exciting. It is called data mining.
See attention whores will always be... attention whores. Try as they may, they can never stop themselves from being revealed to people. To the world preferably. People with 'big mouths' can never shut them. Information will always be hurled out whether they realize or not. This of course will be to my advantage. This of course will be my stepping stone in my game in finding out more and more about these people.

If they are reading this, consider it enough of a headstart. I will take my time.

2007 Shitlist

The year has gone, the year which was full of shit done by people whom I wish I could kill. Since I am unable to do so, I will just take small indulgence in creating a list. Initially I wanted to actually list names and the many things they had done but then after having some thought, I decided it would be better to just list down the things which they have done and let people continue guessing just who I am talking about.

10. The Backstabber Award
09. The Two Faced Award
08. The Slanderer Award
07. The Hypocrite Award
06. The Bias Award
05. The Liar Award
04. The 'Neutral' Award
03. The Selfish Award
02. The Attention Whore Award
01. The Idiot Award

More details will be released in days to come.

The Island

I would have thought that being stranded in a location with people that I was not close to would have been the woe of my vacation. Ironic that it was not. Makes me kind of regret my current behavior towards them. Makes me have less respect for some others.

It goes to show that knowing and doing stuff with people for a long time, years now does not necessarily mean that they are good friends. I have learned a little bit more about the people that went along for the trip. I guess it was educational and worthy contribution to my knowledge.

Nosiness

So what is it that makes people so bloody curious about other people or things that has nothing to do with them? Why do they so desperately need to find out about others when it has no relations to them whatsoever?

I tell you the truth; snooping around behind my back only make things worse for yourself. Not only do I know that you are doing it, but the fact that you still want to find out that badly that you have to resort to such pathetic methods really shows a thing or two about yourself. If you know that I would not tell you, why still pursue it? You, especially a person of your age and wisdom/experience, if there was any, would be able to understand reasons for me not wanting to tell you anything. This just further strengthens my stand in not wanting to tell you. This just proves all the more reason not to trust you. Especially with past experiences where it was none of your business anyway.

If you ever get judgmental and critical about me again on how I live my life and handle my relationships, you can expect a retaliation. I choose to be silent and still because I believe in giving people opportunities to back off.

When you criticize me, I will respond in kind. You will have to ask yourself, whether you have more wrongs of me than I do of you. Let us see if you were cautious to cover your own flaws while looking at others'.

I'm Special!

Ever encounter people who just have to be better than everybody else? They just have to be better than everyone else and has to show it. If they fail to do so, they will not even bother wanting to be seen. At any given place and time they will always want something extra to stand out among the rest. They have to display some sort of superiority over the rest.

You know like how children always boast about how they are better than their peers. "My mom says I'm special!" Guess these people try hard to compensate for other things.

What makes it even 'better' is that they try hard to be noticed and seen, while putting on some sort of fake humility. They try to ooze their shit out while being as subtle as possible. 'No la, I'm not rich.' 'No la, I'm not that good.'

These people will only impress like minded people. People who know better would not even give a second thought about their 'superiority' or 'specialness'.

Nothing Much To Say

Is it because you just do not know much to talk about? For some people who claim they read books as if they are very learned, I am amused that their blogs are full of insubstantial articles. Even when they post comments on other blogs, they hardly relate to the topic at hand.

Come to think about it, I probably have mentioned this before. Such a waste of internet space.

Overused Cliche Bullshit

Why do people bother using cliche that are overfckenused to make themselves sound wise and all smart and shit? As if that is not laughable enough, they themselves do not practice what they preach.

I saw a particular person posting a comment in one of my bro's blog. Perhaps she was trying to show that she means well despite what she did to him. Despite how she played with his feelings. Despite how she dumped him in such a pathetic way, if there even was one. Actually all I could remember was that she all of a sudden got emo and avoided him without so much of any word of wanting to break up with him for whatever reason. She kept giving lame ass reasons to not see him when he was trying to talk to her in attempts to find out what was going on. Even her parents were clueless as what the fuck was going on. The next thing we know she was already seeing someone else before a proper closure and resolve.

This is what she wrote as a comment to his blog. Let me break it down.
1. Lessons in life.
- she's the one to talk...

2. We might not always make the smartest choices but when we make mistakes we learn from them.
- she cannot possibly be serious when saying this after what she did to him, unless of course she was intending on rubbing it in his face

3. that's the part that matters most and thus no regrets.
- crushing a man's heart and telling that in his face.

4. as another year passes by we just get wiser.
- bwahaha... how original, almost had me there. no really.

5. so i wish you the best for the upcoming year. for someone like you i’d say the best is yet to come.
- you would know wouldn't you!? oh wise person who is so experienced in life...

A broken heart as much as people want it to be healed, it will never be the same again being left a scar there to remind us of what happened. It takes a lot for a person to be sincerely okay with the person that broke their heart; that itself is very very rare. Most people pretend and act fine but they never truly are.