Hideous Soul

You know how people who are average looking and not physically attractive? Some of them have beautiful souls. Their personalities are lovely. They are always great to interact with. Some of them have souls so wonderful that it radiates through their physical appearance giving them this unexplained attraction. This unexplainable beauty. The beauty of them being a person as a whole.

The opposite occurs as well. People who look good physically but their souls are rotten to the core. Their souls have decayed and has a stench that permeates all over themselves revealing their true nature which overshadows their physical beauty.

Most people are blind. Often fooled by their physical behaviors. Fooled by their innocent looks and charms. Just like corpses hidden anywhere, the stench will eventually escape and be picked up by everyone. Some have more keen senses than others. It is only a matter of time before you are found out.

Those of you who are 'being' nice and holy. You know who you are. I know who you are. God knows who you are. I digress from you. False prophet and prostitute. It is in my true nature to encourage you to continue being yourselves to the point of being beyond redemption. Unfortunately the sun shines and the rain falls on both righteous and evil alike.

Aww so sweet... like Diabetes

Blogs that are initially to share about their life experiences, daily adventures and useful information to readers are great. It just gets fucked up when two blogs turn into a love shrine professing each other's feelings.

Congratulations on losing a bulk of readers who do not give a shit about what your feelings are about for the other. Might as well rename the blog, and its objectives. Expression of appreciation for one another could be done in better and tasteful ways. Rather than just typing things out for all to see. The only people that would seem like they enjoy reading those is only each other. And perhaps their 'supportive friends' saying cliche stuff like 'aww so sweet' or well wishes of the two being happy together.

It has become a saturated gunk of syrup. Like what candies are based off. And you know who loves those kind of things? Kids. Kids love candy. However too much sweet stuff will make you sick and over time if the intake is not controlled, would lead to serious health problems.

For the love of fuck, go make a dedicated blog or a website that is dedicated entirely to that special someone and preserve your current blogs' true purposes and ideals.

I Am Definitely Missing Something

I still do not get it. How can people be so shameless in being prejudiced towards certain people while they can be so nice to others?

Good thing going on? Do not expect me to be happy when what was left was a trail of chaos and sorrow that leads to the current scenario of new found 'happiness'. The house is ignorant. Blind. Perhaps they are not. Perhaps they knew all along what was happening and banded together to achieve a common goal which is filled with prejudice. I guess it is true when it says that the church is for sinners. Sinners who are remorseless as to how they live and behave. Sinners who think that they are above other people. Sinners who have never changed since they labeled themselves believers. In fact some of them have become worse after claiming to believe.

What I learnt today, is to say to people like these; God bless you.

Its Good to be Back & Bad

So I was thinking, doing the right thing, being the nice guy really has no gains. The only thing I gain is more shit from people who think that I am harmless just because I chose not to do anything.

Well those days are gone. I am going back to my old self. I will hold grudges. I will make plans for revenge. I will succeed. So whoever of you reading, have problems with me, do make it known so I know who you are, and perhaps one day we can settle our problems.

Whenever I smile now you will have to wonder if I am sincerely being nice, or am I mocking you, or even having devious thoughts in my head.

Shall we dance?

Waaaaambulance...

I think I am running out of titles for my postings... perhaps in the future I will just not bother with any.

Oh well, return of the fire. Time has not change how I hate people who say they are poor but obviously they are not. Hell they do not even act poor. Some people talk about injustice? To them justice is merely not getting what they want. Not getting their way. Even in trivial matters. Like not being able to buy some mofokking expensive shit that they would only use once or twice. They do not even know what real injustice is.

However, I am glad that you at least realize it is unfair that 'bad people get away with things'. Welcome to the world. Take a look around. Bad people will get away with things. Bad and smart people will always get away with things. Only in this lifetime anyway. If you think that these bad people should be punished for every wrong they have done, the same would apply to yourself for every little bad thing you have done. The same to myself, for every wrong thing that I have ever done. Does that sound fair enough?

Wisdom is a really funny thing. The moment you try to show it off, it is gone. Nobody can boast about being humble. I digress looking at you. Looking at how you play along. How you play people. An example of injustice would be why people were against B going out with A, but not when C goes out with A. Especially when B did nothing wrong to A. Now B has to suffer the consequences of being mislabeled as the bad person while A is free to do anybody. C of course would not know or care as long as C is with A at the moment. Can we expect a village bicycle in the making?

I Thought Girls...

were the only ones who would more likely be the ones who idolized their own looks. Upon doing so feel very proud of their looks and ridicule others who are not as 'beautiful' as them. When that is the only thing that they have. Brains? What brains? They talk before their brains (if any) gets to process. If it processes.

Well... not really talking about the female gender this time around, rather I am amused that there are guys who are like this as well. They work out, and get into shape. They write about girls being attracted to them but wished to be left alone because they have drama in their lives. I actually got bored talking about them.

Am I Forsaken?

So the few weeks of little fuck ups have snowballed into a huge one and it impacted this week. From work to even game time. What the hell is going on? It feels as if God has forsaken me. As if punishing me by just abandoning me to the cruelties of life for whatever I did to piss Him off.

I not recall going out of my way to create havoc or maliciously started any dispute with anybody over these past weeks. Oh well, for those haters out there I am sure it is good news to them.