A Blessing on Thee

It gives me no greater joy than to witness people suffer for their ignorance and suffer worse for their persistence in being stubborn.

It gives me no greater joy than to know people who have it easy all their lives suddenly end up with rude slap in the face by reality. The reality that life is not fair. That it is not a bed of roses. That you have to toil the very ground to earn the means to your existence.

It gives me no greater joy than to know how useless these people are when they are forced out of their comfortable lives, not knowing how to survive for they will otherwise never know and understand the suffering of others.

It gives me no greater joy to find out that people suffer severe outcomes due to them not listening to proven and justified words of warning.

It gives me no greater joy to see people fall on their faces when their plans that is not founded on logic and research comes crumbling down like a worthless pile of heap they are. Something that had been their futile effort and hard work.

Imitation is A Form of Fuckery

Pffft.

Seriously go screw yourselves. I hate people who try to imitate the things other people do. What exacerbate things is that they try to build on it in hopes of trying to look creative and original. Bitch please... You ain't fooling me.

One day I see one thing or two in a site, the next thing I know it is in another site. How blind do people have to be unable to tell? You people already have no originality or uniqueness to yourselves. Is this another one of your pathetic attempts to try to be special and cool?

And what is up with all this made up drama you people pull from your asses? Just because your life is going along fine does not mean you need to create drama out of trivial matters. If your life is fine, be happy about it and enjoy it while it lasts. Once you get to the real shit in life you are going to wish you enjoyed what you had a little bit more.

Excessive use of a word, an emote, a saying, a response, an action, a gesture... does not make you cool. It does not mean you are special. It just means you are a poser. Something that is not created from the efforts of your mind, is not yours. Riding on other people's brilliance just makes you look retarded.

Artificially sweet and nice people have common traits with artificial sweeteners. They both are bad for you. They both are not the real thing. In fact they would kill you faster than natural sweets.

I Have A New Game

It is interesting. It is exciting. It is called data mining.
See attention whores will always be... attention whores. Try as they may, they can never stop themselves from being revealed to people. To the world preferably. People with 'big mouths' can never shut them. Information will always be hurled out whether they realize or not. This of course will be to my advantage. This of course will be my stepping stone in my game in finding out more and more about these people.

If they are reading this, consider it enough of a headstart. I will take my time.

2007 Shitlist

The year has gone, the year which was full of shit done by people whom I wish I could kill. Since I am unable to do so, I will just take small indulgence in creating a list. Initially I wanted to actually list names and the many things they had done but then after having some thought, I decided it would be better to just list down the things which they have done and let people continue guessing just who I am talking about.

10. The Backstabber Award
09. The Two Faced Award
08. The Slanderer Award
07. The Hypocrite Award
06. The Bias Award
05. The Liar Award
04. The 'Neutral' Award
03. The Selfish Award
02. The Attention Whore Award
01. The Idiot Award

More details will be released in days to come.

The Island

I would have thought that being stranded in a location with people that I was not close to would have been the woe of my vacation. Ironic that it was not. Makes me kind of regret my current behavior towards them. Makes me have less respect for some others.

It goes to show that knowing and doing stuff with people for a long time, years now does not necessarily mean that they are good friends. I have learned a little bit more about the people that went along for the trip. I guess it was educational and worthy contribution to my knowledge.

Nosiness

So what is it that makes people so bloody curious about other people or things that has nothing to do with them? Why do they so desperately need to find out about others when it has no relations to them whatsoever?

I tell you the truth; snooping around behind my back only make things worse for yourself. Not only do I know that you are doing it, but the fact that you still want to find out that badly that you have to resort to such pathetic methods really shows a thing or two about yourself. If you know that I would not tell you, why still pursue it? You, especially a person of your age and wisdom/experience, if there was any, would be able to understand reasons for me not wanting to tell you anything. This just further strengthens my stand in not wanting to tell you. This just proves all the more reason not to trust you. Especially with past experiences where it was none of your business anyway.

If you ever get judgmental and critical about me again on how I live my life and handle my relationships, you can expect a retaliation. I choose to be silent and still because I believe in giving people opportunities to back off.

When you criticize me, I will respond in kind. You will have to ask yourself, whether you have more wrongs of me than I do of you. Let us see if you were cautious to cover your own flaws while looking at others'.

I'm Special!

Ever encounter people who just have to be better than everybody else? They just have to be better than everyone else and has to show it. If they fail to do so, they will not even bother wanting to be seen. At any given place and time they will always want something extra to stand out among the rest. They have to display some sort of superiority over the rest.

You know like how children always boast about how they are better than their peers. "My mom says I'm special!" Guess these people try hard to compensate for other things.

What makes it even 'better' is that they try hard to be noticed and seen, while putting on some sort of fake humility. They try to ooze their shit out while being as subtle as possible. 'No la, I'm not rich.' 'No la, I'm not that good.'

These people will only impress like minded people. People who know better would not even give a second thought about their 'superiority' or 'specialness'.

Nothing Much To Say

Is it because you just do not know much to talk about? For some people who claim they read books as if they are very learned, I am amused that their blogs are full of insubstantial articles. Even when they post comments on other blogs, they hardly relate to the topic at hand.

Come to think about it, I probably have mentioned this before. Such a waste of internet space.

Overused Cliche Bullshit

Why do people bother using cliche that are overfckenused to make themselves sound wise and all smart and shit? As if that is not laughable enough, they themselves do not practice what they preach.

I saw a particular person posting a comment in one of my bro's blog. Perhaps she was trying to show that she means well despite what she did to him. Despite how she played with his feelings. Despite how she dumped him in such a pathetic way, if there even was one. Actually all I could remember was that she all of a sudden got emo and avoided him without so much of any word of wanting to break up with him for whatever reason. She kept giving lame ass reasons to not see him when he was trying to talk to her in attempts to find out what was going on. Even her parents were clueless as what the fuck was going on. The next thing we know she was already seeing someone else before a proper closure and resolve.

This is what she wrote as a comment to his blog. Let me break it down.
1. Lessons in life.
- she's the one to talk...

2. We might not always make the smartest choices but when we make mistakes we learn from them.
- she cannot possibly be serious when saying this after what she did to him, unless of course she was intending on rubbing it in his face

3. that's the part that matters most and thus no regrets.
- crushing a man's heart and telling that in his face.

4. as another year passes by we just get wiser.
- bwahaha... how original, almost had me there. no really.

5. so i wish you the best for the upcoming year. for someone like you i’d say the best is yet to come.
- you would know wouldn't you!? oh wise person who is so experienced in life...

A broken heart as much as people want it to be healed, it will never be the same again being left a scar there to remind us of what happened. It takes a lot for a person to be sincerely okay with the person that broke their heart; that itself is very very rare. Most people pretend and act fine but they never truly are.

Hideous Soul

You know how people who are average looking and not physically attractive? Some of them have beautiful souls. Their personalities are lovely. They are always great to interact with. Some of them have souls so wonderful that it radiates through their physical appearance giving them this unexplained attraction. This unexplainable beauty. The beauty of them being a person as a whole.

The opposite occurs as well. People who look good physically but their souls are rotten to the core. Their souls have decayed and has a stench that permeates all over themselves revealing their true nature which overshadows their physical beauty.

Most people are blind. Often fooled by their physical behaviors. Fooled by their innocent looks and charms. Just like corpses hidden anywhere, the stench will eventually escape and be picked up by everyone. Some have more keen senses than others. It is only a matter of time before you are found out.

Those of you who are 'being' nice and holy. You know who you are. I know who you are. God knows who you are. I digress from you. False prophet and prostitute. It is in my true nature to encourage you to continue being yourselves to the point of being beyond redemption. Unfortunately the sun shines and the rain falls on both righteous and evil alike.

Aww so sweet... like Diabetes

Blogs that are initially to share about their life experiences, daily adventures and useful information to readers are great. It just gets fucked up when two blogs turn into a love shrine professing each other's feelings.

Congratulations on losing a bulk of readers who do not give a shit about what your feelings are about for the other. Might as well rename the blog, and its objectives. Expression of appreciation for one another could be done in better and tasteful ways. Rather than just typing things out for all to see. The only people that would seem like they enjoy reading those is only each other. And perhaps their 'supportive friends' saying cliche stuff like 'aww so sweet' or well wishes of the two being happy together.

It has become a saturated gunk of syrup. Like what candies are based off. And you know who loves those kind of things? Kids. Kids love candy. However too much sweet stuff will make you sick and over time if the intake is not controlled, would lead to serious health problems.

For the love of fuck, go make a dedicated blog or a website that is dedicated entirely to that special someone and preserve your current blogs' true purposes and ideals.

I Am Definitely Missing Something

I still do not get it. How can people be so shameless in being prejudiced towards certain people while they can be so nice to others?

Good thing going on? Do not expect me to be happy when what was left was a trail of chaos and sorrow that leads to the current scenario of new found 'happiness'. The house is ignorant. Blind. Perhaps they are not. Perhaps they knew all along what was happening and banded together to achieve a common goal which is filled with prejudice. I guess it is true when it says that the church is for sinners. Sinners who are remorseless as to how they live and behave. Sinners who think that they are above other people. Sinners who have never changed since they labeled themselves believers. In fact some of them have become worse after claiming to believe.

What I learnt today, is to say to people like these; God bless you.

Its Good to be Back & Bad

So I was thinking, doing the right thing, being the nice guy really has no gains. The only thing I gain is more shit from people who think that I am harmless just because I chose not to do anything.

Well those days are gone. I am going back to my old self. I will hold grudges. I will make plans for revenge. I will succeed. So whoever of you reading, have problems with me, do make it known so I know who you are, and perhaps one day we can settle our problems.

Whenever I smile now you will have to wonder if I am sincerely being nice, or am I mocking you, or even having devious thoughts in my head.

Shall we dance?

Waaaaambulance...

I think I am running out of titles for my postings... perhaps in the future I will just not bother with any.

Oh well, return of the fire. Time has not change how I hate people who say they are poor but obviously they are not. Hell they do not even act poor. Some people talk about injustice? To them justice is merely not getting what they want. Not getting their way. Even in trivial matters. Like not being able to buy some mofokking expensive shit that they would only use once or twice. They do not even know what real injustice is.

However, I am glad that you at least realize it is unfair that 'bad people get away with things'. Welcome to the world. Take a look around. Bad people will get away with things. Bad and smart people will always get away with things. Only in this lifetime anyway. If you think that these bad people should be punished for every wrong they have done, the same would apply to yourself for every little bad thing you have done. The same to myself, for every wrong thing that I have ever done. Does that sound fair enough?

Wisdom is a really funny thing. The moment you try to show it off, it is gone. Nobody can boast about being humble. I digress looking at you. Looking at how you play along. How you play people. An example of injustice would be why people were against B going out with A, but not when C goes out with A. Especially when B did nothing wrong to A. Now B has to suffer the consequences of being mislabeled as the bad person while A is free to do anybody. C of course would not know or care as long as C is with A at the moment. Can we expect a village bicycle in the making?

I Thought Girls...

were the only ones who would more likely be the ones who idolized their own looks. Upon doing so feel very proud of their looks and ridicule others who are not as 'beautiful' as them. When that is the only thing that they have. Brains? What brains? They talk before their brains (if any) gets to process. If it processes.

Well... not really talking about the female gender this time around, rather I am amused that there are guys who are like this as well. They work out, and get into shape. They write about girls being attracted to them but wished to be left alone because they have drama in their lives. I actually got bored talking about them.

Am I Forsaken?

So the few weeks of little fuck ups have snowballed into a huge one and it impacted this week. From work to even game time. What the hell is going on? It feels as if God has forsaken me. As if punishing me by just abandoning me to the cruelties of life for whatever I did to piss Him off.

I not recall going out of my way to create havoc or maliciously started any dispute with anybody over these past weeks. Oh well, for those haters out there I am sure it is good news to them.

Honestly...

Some people need to learn how to fucking spell right. Especially those that claim to aspire to be writers. Preemptively purchasing the 'tools' which is unnecessarily needed to be one. They also need to get their facts and statements right, preferably with compelling reasons and evidence. Especially when it comes to claiming the things God 'spoke' to them.

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Now to this one person who may still be reading my blog, insulting me when I have nothing to do with him/her. You know who you are. Posting your remarks about me in other people's blogs. If you have that much of problems with me. I suggest that you take it up with me personally. Face to face. If you want, I can visit you at your house. I can visit you at your school. Just tell me when and where. If you are not just all words behind the monitor. Set the date and time. You know what? I even welcome you to go tell your parents that some psycho is looking for you, I would like to talk to them as well.

If you have problems with me, take it up with me personally. If you are as big as your talk then you will definitely have nothing to fear. So how about it?

Or are you going to cover your own ass and claim that you were not talking about me? Your grammar sucks so bad that it is questionable as to what you actually do in school because you seem to fail in reading comprehension as well. Perhaps that might be influenced by blind-biasness especially when you are as informed as a brick.

lolrus in a roflcopter

So I was grinning and trying to stop myself from laughing 0h so loud at the office when I came across an article, oh sorry, two articles that confirmed my predictions ever so nicely. Give me a moment to just... indulge this in list form.

I saw it coming a mile away.
It was only a matter of time.
I was wondering how long it will take for the next.
I was wondering who was going to be next.
I wonder how long it will take this time.

of course after that it will lead too... I wonder who is next!?

That happens to be the 'cycle'.
Actually it just came to my sense that it is pretty obvious by now among the people where they appear. Oh well, guess it was not really meant to be hidden. Still entertaining though!

Oh people claim that they have changed over the years. Who are you bullshitting? I was told to give a benefit of a doubt. Again I ask, who are you bullshitting? I am sure once again you are thinking that who am I to say a person's behavior/personality. Well I also believed I have told a few people that, people who want attention will definitely not want to hide it. As simple or redundant that phrase sounds, it holds more meaning than you think. As simple as it sounds, it is also very true. If you knew me better, you would know I only talk about what has been exposed/revealed to me. Whether they are intentionally revealed is none of my concern. Fact is that it is revealed to me and therefore made known to me. I do not go around talking about other people whom I know nothing of or even give a shit about.

So anyways yeah, looking at the history, it repeated itself quite a fair bit and I did give them benefits of doubt, over and over again. Sorry to say that nothing much really changed, except maybe the age of consent? Haha? (eventually). I can say there has been 'progress' with the selections over the years. It is like some ladder thing, or some kind of game where the player proceeds so on and so forth to the next level dealing with a more difficult boss.

It is so amazing how people can reveal so much about themselves with not so much as of a single word. Maybe its just me, maybe I am proficient in reading people but hey, if you all cannot see it as well. Suck to be you!

Who Am I Kidding?

Hahaha as if I would really block this site from people reading. A pit of spikes is there. You do not question why it is there, it is already there. But what you can do is not go leaning over into it and giving yourself a high probability of falling into it impaling yourself.

For those who already are victims, I just have this to say... Bad Luck. Sure you can curse me all you want, convincing yourselves of what bad will happen to me in the future and the like. Chances are I have already experienced a fair number of shit and I dare say more than any of you lil' kiddies will in your protected and jaded lives. Just because it is not mentioned does not mean it is not there. Just because you do not see it, does not mean it is not there.

Anyways back to business as usual. Happy reading and hating!

This feels like a tug of war thing. People just do not understand that if they did not care about what I write and if I mean next to nothing to them, why bother spending their precious time writing remarks about me? Why bother taking time out of their busy and productive lives to even read this blog and actually give their worthless 2 cents? You know what you should do? Since you are so knowledgeable and opinionated, why not write stuff about me on your blogs? Why not tell the whole world what kind of person I am? Or am I not worth the space? You'd talk about me in other people's comments and shoutbox though... What a strange behavior.

"I don't know jack shit about him! But he sounds like whiny bitch to me! Yeah he is a whiny bitch! That is all that I think I know about him durrrrhurhur..."

Oh by the way, the next time you call somebody gay, make sure they are in fact homosexual. Else you will be insulting homosexual people as using that term in a derogatory manner. Unless of course you have issues with homosexual people.

Could It Be? Other Trolls Out There?

Hey you. Yes you the one reading this blog. You have problems with me? Well then fuck off. Nobody invited you here. You want to talk shit about me? Leave your comments so I know who you are. You pass judgment on strangers whom you do not know. Like I said before, you think just because you are safe behind your monitors you can be all brave and talk about other people especially when your knowledge is nothing in comparison. Stay in school. Do as your parents tell you. Get straight A's. Go become a doctor/lawyer/engineer/scientist/accountant whatever cookie cutter template you choose. Be like everybody else. Whatever it is go lead your own lives and do not even try to talk as if you are so wise as to blaspheme others. Most of you do not even have justifiable or compelling facts or even reasons. You just say "oh he's like that." Why? "oh he's just like that."

It is funny that people think they can analyze and have others all figured out especially when those people have no relation or connection whatsoever. Go on then, keep saying stuff about me. Let the blind lead the blind. Remember what you say and do portrays who you are. As for me? This is who I am. I make my statements after it _directly_ affects me. After I put much considerable amount of thought into it. I do not just run my mouth off like most of you at face value. If people would just bother trying to read carefully what is written they would not be such dumbasses as they currently are. Let me tell you all _again_. This is my personal blog where I write all that bad things about other people and experiences I have. Of course if you really knew me, you would also know I am not one to just say shit without thinking. Unlike those of you think otherwise. Often in my articles I repeat that if you do not like it, then do not bother reading. Is it so difficult? I do not need your attention. In fact, I would prefer to be unknown if I could.

Come to think of it, screw you. Think whatever you want to think. Be the way you are. I would not touch shit in real life anyway. Oh and thanks for dropping by and actually reading my blog! Despite you not liking me and such, you still read my blog and even talk about me. Very amusing.