Its Good to be Back & Bad

So I was thinking, doing the right thing, being the nice guy really has no gains. The only thing I gain is more shit from people who think that I am harmless just because I chose not to do anything.

Well those days are gone. I am going back to my old self. I will hold grudges. I will make plans for revenge. I will succeed. So whoever of you reading, have problems with me, do make it known so I know who you are, and perhaps one day we can settle our problems.

Whenever I smile now you will have to wonder if I am sincerely being nice, or am I mocking you, or even having devious thoughts in my head.

Shall we dance?

Waaaaambulance...

I think I am running out of titles for my postings... perhaps in the future I will just not bother with any.

Oh well, return of the fire. Time has not change how I hate people who say they are poor but obviously they are not. Hell they do not even act poor. Some people talk about injustice? To them justice is merely not getting what they want. Not getting their way. Even in trivial matters. Like not being able to buy some mofokking expensive shit that they would only use once or twice. They do not even know what real injustice is.

However, I am glad that you at least realize it is unfair that 'bad people get away with things'. Welcome to the world. Take a look around. Bad people will get away with things. Bad and smart people will always get away with things. Only in this lifetime anyway. If you think that these bad people should be punished for every wrong they have done, the same would apply to yourself for every little bad thing you have done. The same to myself, for every wrong thing that I have ever done. Does that sound fair enough?

Wisdom is a really funny thing. The moment you try to show it off, it is gone. Nobody can boast about being humble. I digress looking at you. Looking at how you play along. How you play people. An example of injustice would be why people were against B going out with A, but not when C goes out with A. Especially when B did nothing wrong to A. Now B has to suffer the consequences of being mislabeled as the bad person while A is free to do anybody. C of course would not know or care as long as C is with A at the moment. Can we expect a village bicycle in the making?

I Thought Girls...

were the only ones who would more likely be the ones who idolized their own looks. Upon doing so feel very proud of their looks and ridicule others who are not as 'beautiful' as them. When that is the only thing that they have. Brains? What brains? They talk before their brains (if any) gets to process. If it processes.

Well... not really talking about the female gender this time around, rather I am amused that there are guys who are like this as well. They work out, and get into shape. They write about girls being attracted to them but wished to be left alone because they have drama in their lives. I actually got bored talking about them.

Am I Forsaken?

So the few weeks of little fuck ups have snowballed into a huge one and it impacted this week. From work to even game time. What the hell is going on? It feels as if God has forsaken me. As if punishing me by just abandoning me to the cruelties of life for whatever I did to piss Him off.

I not recall going out of my way to create havoc or maliciously started any dispute with anybody over these past weeks. Oh well, for those haters out there I am sure it is good news to them.